HELLO. GOODBYE.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

hello ppl i got my blog back (:

okay 24-26 Nov was 4e2 chalet! :D
but i came back on 25th. ):...
LOL
we did many things man..
i just couldnt control it..
it tasted so good...
i felt so good..
the pain i kept in me just died.
n the next thing i know was lying on the bed
with a fking headache. then waking up and
falling asleep.
i cnt control it.its like..
fking good man..

when i came back from it,
i realise i fking shudnt have done it
i cnt remember what i did..
but everyone knows what
they shouldnt..
i feel so fking dumb...

anyways, ppl,
next time u want to drink,
dont spam
absolute vodka..
or u will become like me.
4 cups of pure vodka..
and i lost control.
it feels good. but when you're back from it,
it doesnt.

and to ppl that like me.. pls dont.
dont waste ur time.
i found my girl.
and you should find your boy.
im not him. give up already.
the girl was always right there
in front of me.
it took me so long to realise that.
realise that the love that she used
to give me cant be found.
took so long for me to realise.
realise that i never should have let her go.
realise that all these time
i've been looking but not one person
gave me what she did.
realise that im stupid.
stupid to leave her.

Baby can you come back
into my life?
im sorry for all the wrong things i've done
sorry for not treating you
right when others do.
sorry for letting you go.
sorry for not understanding
you when others can.
Come back baby, come back.
I love You.

happy blogging ppl

hello goodbye; 3:23 PM