HELLO. GOODBYE.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

hi ppl.
happy chinese moo year.
hais.
im so sad
i duno why oso.
i had dreams of a girl.
a girl that i once knew.
she was singing "Tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you, Over again, dont make
me change my mind. Or I won't live to see
another day, I swear it's true.
Because a guy like you is impossible to find,
you're impossible to find"

with the most beautiful voice I've ever heard of.
and it really is so melodious. it's really so
amazing to have her sing.
and she said "I think I like you.
do you think we can get together?"

and when i woke up i found those are just lies
just lies of my mind. why do my mind always
tell me what i want to hear?

anyways. today i went to take a jab for
typhoid or somthing.
cus im handling foooood.
then afterwards i went to play bball.
and my leg bleed.
ugh.
then put the qing cao you.
green grass oil.
shiok lar!
lols
nxt wk sch open le. how? hais
tis week nothing much happened.. just got broken into many
many pieces... never got fixed.
thats it..
bye..

i miss you

hello goodbye; 8:30 PM

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Do you believe in love at first sight?

holdin' on to you.
to keep from fallin'.
your eyes are closing now
another chapter's ending.
This is our last goodbye, goodbye.

bullets are standing
and bodies falling around me.

I think I'm breakin' out.
I'm gonna leave you now.
There's nothing for me here,
It's all the same.

And even though I know
That everything might go
Go down hill from here
I’m not afraid

Way away away from here I’ll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Feels to be alone and not believe
Anything

Letting out the noise inside of me.
Every window pane is shattering
Cutting out my words before i speak
This is how it feels to not believe.

I used to believe love at first sight
was nothing but lies.
now that I've found u,
I wont let go.
My heart was broken and i'm waiting for your half.
I'd give anything,
but I won't give up.
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms.

I'm counting all the things I could have done
To make you see,
That I wanted us to be
What I go to sleep and dream of,
I want you to know that I'd die for you,
I'd die for you.

And if you are alone,
make sure you're not lonely.

And I know I'm not the only one
Who will treat you like they should,
like you deserve.

There's just no one, No one like you.

I left an open door for you to walk into my life.

Jia Hua.

hello goodbye; 2:52 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

okay... today....
i went out with her...
cus she nid to collect her edusave bursary..
and she wanted company.. and all her friends cant make it
so i went there to pei her.
n we slacked and talk till ard 7...
then i wanted to send her home but she insisted she go home herself.
so well, i cnt force her..
she got a bf too i think?
but who cares?
my love knows no boundaries.
i cnt help but look at her.. my eyes are just attracted to her...
cant take my eyes off her..

I feel so broken up.
I just want to tell you so you know.

hello goodbye; 10:36 PM

okay im back ppl. who missed me? nah. nobody.
anyway...
so the last few days, last wk thurs and fri i worked,
til 4am on thurs and til 3 on fri.
and guess what?
sat i have to work at 10am.. and i cnt wake up....
so i told the agent im sick.(well, i AM... sort of... heavy flu)
so i din work.
and i went to 6D'04 gathering..
it was so fun
with isaac crapping....
he dam spastic la!
cnt care to explain much..
then go home on sunday at 7am.
slp slp slp slp slp
like a pig
then wake up 4.50.... then chiong prepare and go work.

Friday.
they put me to b1..
and so many ppl went to b1...
well, at least i think so...
hui thong, jennifer etc
jaseline was LONELY alone on 2nd floor.
and guess what?! that pretty girl was put to b1 TOO!
n i was like "im gonna ask her number.."
she got put to cocktail TOO!
so was i! whee
then i told barman.. i want her number...
ltr i gonna ask
then he was a fking spoiler..
"eh that boy want ur number."
cb. i tell him dont tell, walk away nia he tell liao
then ltr still disiao her..
ask her "u come here for wat? tired or come here see ppl?"
then she walk off.
lol
sad thing is..
when i wan ask her number tt time she tio transfer up
then when function over, i go up to 2nd floor she go home.
zz i din get her number

Sunday.
i got changed and going down to eat..
was staring at the elevator's lights...
suddenly the door open.. then i hear someone walking behind me.
then i was glancing back n i saw her! woots!
she was looking at me hehehe
then suddenly my leg no str..
faster chiong inside the lift
then door close.
then go eat
report at 2nd floor.
and she was standing beside me! woots!
hahaha
but nt my group.. sad.... hahaha
then i disiao jaseline
then she hoot my xiao didi..
wtf pain like hell sia!
then i tio 1-2... means i 1 person take care 2 table.
LUCKY 1 table nobody.
if nt sure cmi.
then everything i do, pick up/drop off, everything i try help her take.
chiong here n there help her
then forget top up drinks
lol la..
then finally the moment came..
i ask her "can u do me a favour?"
then she was like "yar?"
then i put my phone on the table then ask her
"erm... by keying ur number into my phone?"
hahaha
then she take, type number, put back. then i kept the phone
go to the back drop off,
then scream ard..
i was like "WOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!" to everyone. hahahahahha
then aft the function she go home le.
then she was like "eyy whats ur name whats ur name?"
then i was like.... erm.
you wont wanna know...
then she said "how old r u?"
then i say "17.."
she was like... "ugh... u play me uh? im 18 leh"
erm.. who says 18 cnt make frens with 17?
and why cnt i like a 18 yr old? hahahaha
then ltr go home... slp
nxt day wake up fish and co.
then ltr have to go meet jiaxin...
then she was like dam bo liao or sth la
ask me treat her meal, then reach le she dowan eat
go watch the lee guo huang act at sch outside that playground with
SGT DOLAH... hahaha.
that fatty.. and that skinny... both acting police n theif...
then NG so many times..
then ltr we walk off
walk so long
bo liao ness
then ltr she go home
then i on bus
i decided to sms that girl.
so i sms her n she was like "tell me ur name la u so mean dowan tell me ur name..."
so i told her and she gimme her msn add..
n i added her and we chat till i forgot to eat my dinner.
she skipped hers. LOL
(another anaroxia case.... tsk tsk tsk)
and then we chat frm like 6-12.... as in 6pm-midnight.
then my father scolding me like hell liao
then she oso tio "cui" by her bro to lend him her lappy.
so she haf to go.
everything oso same one sia..
she brb i oso nid to brb one.
then she hav to go i oso have to go.
then i log off..
then she sms me..
WOOT. hahahaha
but cannot spam her sms la. she is talk plan.
sad.
(does that mean shes hinting i have to call her?) nahh. just kidding hahaha
okay time to go... she din reply me liao. sob sob..
haha

Anw, for some ppl who dont like me/my blog,
and asks me to think a little about the jokes i make,
well, heres the thing.
Yeah, dude, whatever.
think a little about it urself. it may not be for you.
so think a little more about it.. god gave u a brain for a reason
dont come, no prob liao lor.. thanks. saves me and u trouble.
bye ppl

Something happened for the first time.
It was a rush, What a rush.

hello goodbye; 10:46 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2009

hello ppl. bored.
okay so ytd i was working at fish&co..
and didnt eat my dinner as usual..
so keep kapok stuff to eat
then they ask me work at grill
so dam hot.
n i burn myself like.. 10235183 times or something.
LOL
kena burnt by the grill, then tio the oven, then come back tio burn by the tray
then ltr the pan oso burn me
then wash the fryer, tio burn again.
=.=
wow..
lol...
frm tmr- sunday all banquet! haha
im so happy.
cus jennifer oso working with us.
more ppl
woot
hahahaha
k so nothing nice to say le.
oh ya
the Yani i think
she in the fish&co de FOH.
i ask King who in Fish and co chio de
he say "dun have la.. orh the tuar neh one lor.
yani lor the neh big big one"
then i was like wtf?
then i say "big meh? which one? whr got big one?"
then he say "u ask her open let u see big or not lor"
haha we keep talking crap in the kitchen laughing and laughing
then go hm le

What am I gonna' to do when the best part of me was always you?
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?

I'm fallin' to pieces.
I'm fallin' to pieces.

hello goodbye; 2:33 PM

Monday, January 12, 2009

im so emo now..
can anyone make things better for me?
thinkin of the past
thinkin of how i let go.
how i let go, i'll never understand.

tell me why, you're so hard to forget?
dont remind me im not over it...
Tell me why, i can't seem to face the truth?
and i really dont know what to do.
i'm just a little too not over you.

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on
to your hands and the hands of time
I need a hand, girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine
I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here, open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Baby hold on
Hold on to my hands
Don't let go

I'm outside in this cold
still lookin for you.

where the fields are green
to see you once again.
To hold you in my arms,
To promise you my love,
To tell you from my heart
you're all im thinkin' of.

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you, and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can’t let the music stop
Can’t let this feeling end
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never see you again
Can’t let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
Cause if I do it’ll all be over, I’ll never get the chance again

i'll never get the chance again....

hello goodbye; 10:29 PM

okay today is result day!....

and b4 that at 11 we went to bowling.. and it didnt open.. yet...
so we wait till 12 and we bowl..
i was like omgwtf pwned or sth hehe..
then go sch get result.
so kan chiong..
then i was like.. 5 distinction ws got...
i was TOTALLY FKED.
butt fked me, plus blowed me.
LOL!he got it!??!
PLUS! JOSHUA GOH GOT TOP 4 WTFBBQ
hahahahha
staple ear more!!! staple liao get 5a1... WTF.
then fking samuel action...
call his name he was like "YEAH CLAP!" then raising his hand like some
fking wrestler(sumo wrestler.).. hehehe
BUT.. he forgot... he's SECOND....
means someone ELSE...
PWN HIM!!! MUAHHAHAHAHA..
and it was a GIRL!! pwnD.. totally.

and got my results..
ms tuan n shamsudin ask me sit down.
then they say "not bad eh? alot As.."
i was like.. "i know.." hahahahahah
and guess what.
i got
English 3
Combined Humanities 6
and this is the imba part
[science 1]
[amath 1]
[emath 1]. nice?
POA 3
Chinese 6.

l1r5= 15
l1r4= 09
CCA 1 point.

and my cousin got 14.. i kena pwnd.
she was like... always lose me.
suddenly i nv study she oso win me..
i last time nv study i pwn her like...prawn or something.
ahhahahaha
now she pwn me! she mug like shit!
and i nv study and she pwn me!
hais.......
so sad..
now all i can go is
YJC, SRJC, Innova JC, Pioneer JC.
PWND.. my cca point MINUS LE STILL THESE 4 JCs!!!
sucks...
T_T

and JASELINE DOWAN TELL ME HER
L1R5....
KUI WO SONG NI HUI JIA. jkjk.
hehe
siannnn.
frm wed onward work till sun.
imba T_T
so i gtg. bye :D hehe

PWND T_T

hello goodbye; 7:46 PM

Monday, January 5, 2009

okay today. no ytd...
i was working whole day.. like.. erm...
12-5pm at fish&co.,
6pm-4am at banquet.
banquet was fun la
and theres a girl in my grp...
look like claudia one.
the eyes small small.. mouth oso small small
then skinny skinny. hahah
but her voice btr than claudia's...
lol.she oso like attitude prob liddat.
lol no offence...
keep come disiao me
she first day i oso first day..
but she everything duno how do, dun dare do.
shark's fin she dun dare do..
then i have to do....
then she was like "you work how long le?"
i tell her "first day lor."
then she was like "i oso..
wa u dam good leh first day everything
can do.. sharks fin do til so good.. wow"
then i was like... cus u nv try....
LOL

she keep walking about tok tok tok.. i got nth
to tok about le she still spamming me..
then walk ard.. walk finish le come whack me..
=.=
i was like.. whats wrong with u.......
lol.
okay b4 the wedding started..
*rewind*
we were practicing how to walk into the room
with the first course...
he never even tell us what to do..
i just c what they do i just do.
then he kpkb..
nv tell me where to stand, he scold
me say i scared of the girl beside me,
she wun eat me up,
she's a nice ger
single....
i was like.. okay so?
lol.
then i took a look at the girl..
she chio sia!
look like eileen..
but taller.
and chio-er..
so we just did the "rehearsal"
twice and thats it..
i was like.. wtf?
then we went to take first course....
theres duck, duck, duno what.. and duno what....
lol
two types of duck and two types of duno what.
then in the middle of the plate is candle...
we walk out nia fire gone.
so i light mine up again.
then got one TUA ORH BU.
lol!!!
(in other words Big Black Girl)
LOL
she was like.. "oh my god my fire's out..
can u lend me fire?"
so i said... "sure...."
then she was like..
"oh my god can u help me do it? im scared of fire..."
and i was like...." 'oh your god?' my god too!"
LOL jk.
i was like "okay.................................."
then she watch me do...
then she was like "YayYYyyy...."
zzzzzzzzzz
then time to go in....
wl the plate is like FKING HEAVY OR STH...
one hand hold...
then when the "VIP"
walk past us on the red carpet, must turn
to the front and raise the
plate to our shoulders..
AND WATCH THE DAMN CHEF DANCE.
hold there fking long
i was like..
'shit.. i nid to put down.....'
then GEK all the way till can put down... then go
give the first course to the ppl im taking care of.
then start to tok about the girl i said lk like claudia one liao..
she was like.. SO BO LIAO until
she walk to the kitchen there FOR NOTHING,
and walk back, and while i was looking around
and didn't see her, she whack my stomach..
i was like... "why u hit my six pack?"
hahahahaha
then she was like "u have meh?"
nabei u wan see or not?! hahaha
just kidding.
then we server alot crap. then have to
change their dirty plates...
then got one time cus its veggie,
got the sauce....
then the plates fking slippery..
i hold on the tray 10 clean plates
and take theirs to exchange.. exchange halfway the thing
SLIDE on the damn tray...
sliding around u know.. i was like spilling the damn
sauce on the whole plate... and my uniform....
then the plate all gonna drop alr...
lucky nv drop..
with my expertise it didn't drop.
so i faster put back the tray and ask sum1 help me.
oh and did i tell u ppl?
the uniform fit me so well.. its like.. tailored to fit me.
haha.
and got 3 girls say i handsome u know.. woots. hahahahaha
then finish le.. mux clean the damn place up..
all the duck bone.. etc etc..
nabei so dirty, no gloves, not like fish&co.....
i faster use hand thro on floor and walk off. hehehe jk
i put everything on the duno what menu thing la.
then clean the place..
cleaning sux.. so sian. haha
then i saw Messy Hair(TM) walking around with
Short short(TM)...
[hehe the names i anyhow give de... but messy hair really dam messy de what..]
then i clean up... then the stupid "claudia"
was like.. whacking my neh or something when i carrying the
Susan and the susan ring.....
then i was like..
'u so zai u lai carry i whack u.'
but i didnt say that out.. ltr she
bcome claudia. then i start laughing hahaha
then work til 4am..
then wait taxi wait for like 45min or sth..
then finally go hm. rch hm at 530..
then mum was like fcking up or something. lol.
The End.
haha

kay cya ppl...

hello goodbye; 3:55 PM