HELLO. GOODBYE.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

i feel so lost today can anyone tell me what to do?
must life really be this mean to me?
whatever i did i gave my all.
whatever i said i meant it all.
why did she still walk out that door?
I aimed high to shoot high.
but all i was doing was flying without wings.
thats how you fall, and fall hard.
whatever she does, i will still love her like i do, like i did.
because my love for you is like the rose, it doesn't die.
all i dream about is you,
and I don't want to lose that view.
Even when they say we're through,
I hope you haven't said it too.

Love.

hello goodbye; 7:16 PM

Saturday, January 9, 2010

hihi. actually i was back from sarawak like 2 days ago.. but lazy blog TEEHEE
anyway, it was fun
sleep in hotel first night...
*EDIT* never sleep.. sylvester snore too loud..
second night we went to jungle sleep la.. shiok sia.. but sylvester dam loud!.. again!
2nd day was like the best la..
leeches, ants, spiders, you name it they've got it
sort of?
and leech got onto jingyi first!
wooot!!!
guess she has the sweetest blood? hahah
got it out for her.. shall not say more.
haha
then, ltr at the river, she got another one!
but never suck her blood.
then i tried to get it off for her...
but it just dowan to get off... cling on to her.. wow
hahaha leeches love her..
then the guys keep wan blood and gore... keep want to burn it
tell me how do you burn a leech on your skin,
without burning urself?
cleverness?

continued.... then reginald(guy) was like slipping all the time?
ALL THE TIME?
think of him all i can think is slipping and not falling..
*laughs*

reach the campsite.. and present about NATURE. wow..
then had our dinner.. in the dark la.. only like candles?
and if u turn it all off, its just piece of black infront of you.
its just like closing ur eyes.
but i loved the hammock... quite shiok..
and got mosquito net. duno how to sleep in it..
very rough....
>.<

next day... wake up... trek! wa hardcore upward trekking..
no leeches today.. i think..
but when we almost reach the end of the trekk, i see a worm on jingyi's neck.
but i dun dare to say..
cus she v scared..
ltr she fall down or sth, then my fault again.
so i was like..
"omg... omg... omg.... omg..." then reginald tell me shut up...
then i told hweeping there's a wormie thingie on jingyi..
then jingyi was like so sensitive to worms and leeches or sth?
i say so soft, she shout so loud "WHERE GOT LEECH?"
dont have la jingyi.. hahaha.. you think too much.
so i just tell her to wait... then i pull it off and thro away...
then she didnt know... hahaha
eat lunch at some... some idk where it is la?
got rice, bamboo'ed rice, meat, fruit.
yaoyang power.
"for jiahua..... okay..." then he scoop like one whole plate
of rice for me? and i still take bamboo rice to try.. eat till i dowan to eat rice anymore.
then rain dam heavily.. so so so cold that i just wish
i died there?
Just kidding...
but seriously...
nahh... hahaha
then take the longboat to the next campsite.
reach there so early nothing to do.
so i went to bathe....
clean kid :P lols.
then reflection and stuff..
shared secrets...
reginald look like english man...
hweeping first time go msia....
i forgot shangyang's..
jingyi look like malay.....
wait....
which part look like malay?
nevermind.

then sleep.
sylvester snore like hell again!!!
yaoyang keep whacking sylvester cus of that. hahaha
and i heard that the girls heard some1 call me? O_o
i woke up few times, to get my jacket and sleep,
but i never really heard anything?
no matter though.. lols.
breakfast is always scrambled eggs, sausage, bread, kaya or sth... and milo.

not bad la hor? haha i like the Ibans..
so simple.. lead a simplistic life.. love it.
then we went back to the place we deposited our duffel bags... go see the longhouse.
WOOOOOOT.
long house.. cus?
take LONG to build,
last very LONG,
and IS very LONG.
its like u walk and you cant ever seem to reach the end of the long house..
it just looks further and further..
gosh.
LOL kidding.
and you cant walk from front to back without stopping.
cus you will be blamed of any bad things that happen in the long house.
so i heard..... lols.
fine then. we just keep stopping for fun. hahahaha.
abit retarded to like run halfway and stop la.. especially if playing catching.
but we have to respect their ways right.. we go there
is to learn about their ways...
(:
bought a blowpipe-spear... shiok shiok. v nice leh..
then they offered rice wine...
all cant drink.
teachers all drink
ms lam... power.
1 gulp finish.
her face red straight away.... then she just keep smiling la.
eyes small small, smile... then keep wanting to take photo with the kid there.
she has the word [drunk] stamped all over her face la!
then ltr we went to the Batang Ai Longhouse RESORT..
a 5 star hotel in the middle of the forest...
table tennis, pool table, jacuzzi, swimming pool, aircon in all room, all room very big.
i like........ haha
this time sylvester never snore alot.. i think?
cus i close eyes, wake up next morning liao
LOL.
so we went to have our breakfast... same stuff.. just that in this hotel,
their buffet...... SUI SUI!
have everything you need to get fat la!
not like our sch ice-cream, LOW FAT!
then go to grand continental hotel..
4 star i think.
quite nice la.
presentation occured from 9.30pm til 2 am..
SADIST MR TAN! hahahhaha
so we kinda all sianded when it reach 2... then all chiong back bathe,
then go to shangyang's room to "party".
Nature whole group there sia!
go inside, eat bakua...
drink soft drink..
eat twisties...
and... do reflection!?!? lols...
shangyang doing reflection sia ai zai.
then yaoyang turn to the chnl with "halloween"...
never really watched halloween 1 before..
so idk.... they say scary..
so i just watch....
then yaoyang got off the bed to sleep elsewhere.
so i ask jingyi if she want sit beside me leaning against the wall..
cus she's kinda scared? idk.. she said she was..
so she hug the pillow thru the show haha
but the show not scary la.. its just censor everywhere..
best lousy movie of my life though.

then the movie end nia all chiong back to sleep.
i go back room sleep too....
and huiting was like sleeping with sylvester.
slept at 5.... wake up at 730..
supposed to wake at 630... but couldnt wake up.
sylvester slapping me awake..
for breakfast.
so i chiong brushteeth and chiong down. i tot i late sia.
but when i reach down there, only me, sylvester, huiting.
power.. all sleeping.
then go up knock on door wake them up,
5 girls in 1 room.
power.
go in nia i see zumei sit there on the bed and space out...
then jingyi wake up with her hair curly everywhere,
scratch head. then sleep again.
i really felt like laughing..
but dowan disturb them la. haha
yea.. so then we are back....

then come back nia, next day osl camp..
shiok!.. jingyi oso in pegs i didnt know
i was the "gangster".. yea right....
so we walked in.. and i was like...
had a tattoo of my gang name on my arm, "PEGS" hahahaha
yea..... and actually it was quite good leh? haha.

then last osl camp day, TODAY........
jokes.
was late!!! by like 1 hr and a half?!
start nia college dance.
quite cool la..
got couple part sia.......
sadded.
do with jay.. biggest joke..
he duno how to spin one..
spin already let go.. then say i hug him.. ==
lols.
thats about all lar ppl.

boring life la. cant help it.. tmr have tuition wor.. haha..
bye bye (:

hello goodbye; 9:08 PM