HELLO. GOODBYE.

Friday, February 26, 2010

SH*TFACE.

okay today was like PE on first period?
planned to gym at first..
brought PE attire, just in case.
and mr fam said i need to change.
so i thought of going to change.
and he saw me in slippers..
so he told me i have to change to shoes before i go gym...
so i just stayed up at the gallery for the whole PE....
all alone... then time for half hour break..
then, 2 hours physics..
gosh.
i cant believe it..
Mr Nordin never met his lesson objectives!
always take forever to explain one thing..
although there are some things that are interesting...
too slow, mr nordin, too slow..
at this pace we are already behind schedule,
and what time do we have to revise before O's?
you might say that there are people slower than me..
but im sure they will want more time to revise too!
catching a little of the Econs Train now..
Chem is a little too boring..
Mr Lim keep pausing here and there,
keep breaking the train.
makes me want to sleep too!
but he's a fine teacher.
Math, good pace...
good thing i can ask him questions in the midst of class.
vectors very hard... so must ask more questions.
GP... wow.. i'm amazed by
the fact that i'm not sleeping in class
for a week already!

Mugging season starts soon.
the challenge is not
whether you can solve the problems LIFE deals to you,
but whether you can find a way to look past it.

hello goodbye; 9:50 PM

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

23rd Feb.

woot. it never felt so good to be so unreasonable!
but the part about wasting my time...
doesnt feel so good la..

24th Feb.

today felt almost like MY DAY..
napfa got gold!
sit and reach 50. amazing.
shuttle run 9.4s. great..
sit up 53... okay..
chin up 9... erm.. one more to A...... ==
standing broad jump 236... eh why getting worse one?!
and lastly...
2.4km...... 10.00minute!!! :D
then was econs beginning of topic quiz..
out of 10, 6 marks is the passing mark.
and if you fail,
copy the 10 questions 10 times each with the right answer...
each question everages 30 words and above..
imba..
but no~~~
i was like...
9/10? :D
imba right? haha
OH and yea!!
today have bball training!.
so guess what happened when i play bball?
i sprained my ankle!
what the eff......

so thats why today was ALMOST my day..
but too bad... it's not....
god wants to challenge me!
BUT NO~~~
eff you dont even try to test me...
I CONTROL MY LIFE...
you ain't gonna stop me...

hello goodbye; 8:12 PM

Sunday, February 21, 2010

had a bad dream this morning..
woke up from it at 9...
went back to sleep and
it actually continued!
zzz
i never before felt so broken waking up from a dream...
I hope that its just a dream...
i dont know what i'm gonna do
if it really happens..
i was so lost...
it felt so real...
when i looked into her diary
to know that she was in love with him
i just cant believe it.
it hurt so bad...
but it's just a dream...
let's hope it stays this way..

i hope she'll know how much she means to me,
and that the moments i had with her were perfect.
i hope that it will stay...

hello goodbye; 12:10 PM

Saturday, February 20, 2010

yesterday was like.. quite a tiring day.
training after school..
after training supposed to go junkai house.
end up reach home at 930pm,
decided not to go.
thats about all.

it just feels great to know you care.
it feels like addiction;
I just can't seem to get enough of you.

hello goodbye; 2:08 PM

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

back from malaysia...
over there was like food heaven...
but to be honest with myself,
it was so quiet and boring.
my baby relative is so cute!
woke me up when i was still sleeping to play with him
ask me to carry him around..
so cute la...
my ankle still hurts quite a bit.
Jing Er was like mugging?
Jing Yi play mahjong with her mom's money..
Jing Hui... i'm not so sure haha

love, stay by my side.

hello goodbye; 10:18 PM

Sunday, February 14, 2010

hello. happy cny... now is really cny.. ytd havent.. lols.
okay.. today woke up..
my ankle hurts so bad.
i can't walk.
i was like limping to the kitchen?
limping to brush my teeth, then limping back outside to sit and slack.
mom fetched me a bowl of soup round...
tang yuan..
okay.. thats all so far. LOL

That moment, was perfect.
I hope that it will stay.
I'll hold on to it,
I won't just let it pass me by.

hello goodbye; 12:38 PM

Saturday, February 13, 2010

happy cny ppl...
sprained my ankle on cny eve....
thats how good life can get.
i'm getting more emo by the day.
everything around me reminds me of her
how much she means to me,
and watching her walk away.

not everyone heals as quickly as you,
not everyone can hide their pain so well.
i don't hide. i miss you.

why must life always be like this...

I need you in my life, cus things aint right.

hello goodbye; 11:54 PM