HELLO. GOODBYE.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Dear diary

I don't know what's wrong...
with me or the world around me.
everyone seems to be against me.
and I seem to be against everyone.
my whole body hurts now...
and im starting to fall sick again.
why can't we just fly away and never come back?
I feel so trapped and alone
it's such a dark and cold world that we are living in.
I don't want to need you anymore.
I don't want to feel that I love you anymore....
I don't want to fall for you once again.
Never again.
I loved you and got hurt loving you.
I've hurt myself loving you and i'll never make the same mistake again.

because i loved you.
and i still do.
but i can't go on loving you like this anymore.
it's just not working out..
for you
and for me.

Yours
Jia Hua

Is this how it all goes down?

hello goodbye; 9:54 PM