HELLO. GOODBYE.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Dear diary

hello.
today was... not too good....
thats why i drank a little..
anyways...
today was just another ordinary day.... go to school..
do some work out....
to class....
then break.... then lesson again...
and then, math test....
1hour 45 min for 6 questions?! that was like...
wth...
too long la!
LOL.
i dont usually finish my tests on time..
but guess what? i finished it with 30 mins to spare!
and i even slept.... LOL

how i wish i could just sleep in the LT and never wake up...
never wake up to reality because the dream provided me
with everything i ever wanted...
all i did was just close my eyes and it was her standing in front of me
smiling and talking to me...
she said she promised me something....
i can't remember now.. because it was all just a dream....
then it all came... the "put your" to the "pens down"....
why can't he just do it silently without waking me?
and i still remember how it felt to walk that long lonely stretch with her.
her ever so sweet smile...
and that ever so hurtful goodbye..
i wish we didn't have to say goodbye each day..
to wake up to her smile...
but i'll never be good enough for her...
I'll never win the fight... She's all i ever wanted.... Except that she's more...
I just hope she's going to be happy...
life hasnt been easy on me....
i feel like im drowning in this pool called life...
baby, save me...

Yours
JiaHua

Me + You = Together Forever, Never Apart.

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