Dear diary
well... today wasnt the best of days......
and so was yesterday..
i feel like im dumb or something la..
i hate my sister... i hate myself....
now my sister has a uni course...
and she told my dad one night before the day of school fee submission
that she have to pay the school fees the next day....
and guess what? its a f*cking 30grand? and it's not like its 30 dollars....
how the f*ck you expect mom and dad to pay 30grand in one night?!
come on not like you dont know we aren't exactly rich at all.
and you're still as f*cking last minute as usual......
you're already 19.... GROW UP ALREADY la walan eh....
stop being so f*cking irresponsible..
you know now mom and dad are discussing on how the f*ck they're gonna borrow 30 grand?
and if they do, from the bank, they have to pay 30 grand BACK TO THE BANK.. WITHIN 6 MONTHS before the bank starts counting interest....
it's not as relaxed as you think you know?
just... "oh last minute then tell them la.. nvm one... cheque only ma.. v easy to write".. NO, F*CK YOU.
hais... im just not in the mood..
and she has to add salt to my wounds....
how bad can my day ever get man?
i thought i already hit the bottom...
but guess what? THE BOTTOM GAVE WAY....
im still falling like a helpless loser falling from the sky....
i know im bound to hit something..
but that something's still a long way down i guess...
i shan't talk more about it....
Yours.
JiaHua
It's a long way down
We're so high off the ground
and I'm sending for an angel to bring me your heart.
Girl, where did you come from?
You got me so undone.
Gazing in your eyes you've got me saying
"What a beautiful lady. No if(s), and(s) or maybe(s).
I'm releasing my heart and it feels so amazing.
There's no one else that matters.
You love me, and I won't let you fall girl."
