HELLO. GOODBYE.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Dear diary,

I lie awake again.
My body's feeling paralysed
i can't remember when i didn't live through this disguise.
Those words you said to me, they couldn't set me free
and now I'm stuck here in this life i didn't ask for.
There must be something more,
do we know what we're fighting for?
breathe in, breathe out.
breathe in, breathe out.
And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store
breathe in, breathe out.
breathe in, breathe out.

Today was just another day, emotionless and stale.
Everytime i try to reach you i always seem to fail.

And so you stand there,
and you pray for god to see,
but the only one you have to be
honest to is me.

You are a drug; i cannot quit you.
You are a drug; i'm still lonely with you.
You're not in love, but i still need to
hold on to you. What have i gotten into?

sorry I'm just feeling down again like i always do
And i cant sleep. Sighs.
how i wish someone could take all these pain away.
take me away.

yours
Jiahua

hello goodbye; 11:39 PM