HELLO. GOODBYE.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Dear diary

i'm sorry i cant fall asleep right now
So i decided to write to you...
I know you cant write back, but sometimes you're all i've got...
I'm tired of feeling so alone when i need someone to talk to...
i just wish someone out there could hear me when i'm screaming for help all alone here.
I miss grandpa and i miss you...
Why must i force myself to sleep when it hurts so bad?
Why cant anyone hear me crying alone over here?
Where were you when i needed you the most,
When everything was falling apart?
And now when i'm holding my tears back as i lie in bed, what are you doing?
I need you here right now... But that "right now" isnt coming...
You're never here.
And then they blame me for all the things that i do when it hurts so bad...
I remember how my ex would tell me that everything will be alright...
But now "everything will turn out fine" ain't gonna happen in this world.

Yours
Jiahua

I miss you, want you, need you.

hello goodbye; 12:07 AM