HELLO. GOODBYE.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Dear diary

And hello.
(: okay prelims is overrrrrrr....
i got BBE/EE. 65 RP.
anw thats long over.
Pre As....
Math i still can manage to get a B...
physics i think i can get A...
econs.. i not sure. must ask teacher mark...
GP.. wa sibei xiong... sure fail.
hais.
left chem.
jiahua uh jiahua... A's come in 3 week's time why are you still playing... and slacking
): f*ck this.... seriously.....
i just feel like getting over with this A's shit.
I don't want to be in this burden anymore...
i want it to be over and done with....
so i can see her with another guy and tell me she was just playing.
"sorry, i know you're just playing but i still play along with you".
"what if i wasn't?"
if you weren't playing, then i wouldnt feel so f*cking dumb
to stare and wait for nothing,
watch you smile and zone out thinking of him.

I know I'm not the one dont lie to me,
You just love to make me bleed.
I swear I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby.
I wish you could just let me live
the life I chose, the life for me.
All I wish is for you to see
that you're the single missing piece.
All those times I bloodied my fists,
they couldn't hurt more than this:
to know that you're the one I miss,
yet still bear with the pain of watching you leave.

Jia Hua

hello goodbye; 11:13 PM